AMAZED...

I'm amazed by how God moves in my family. My family, persecutor of Jesus Christ before, now almost all of them came to the saving grace of Christ. I'm proud to say I'm the first one in my family made that bold decision in my life to accept Him. A lots of my family relatives say I'm a betrayer, because I become that very 1st person that turn my faith from Taoism to Christianity in my family. From generation to generation, my family never fails in keeping their religion and practice. When i came to know Him 5years ago, my family relatives response was "how dare you believe in something that different from us? Christianity is from the west you know!!!" I just keep silent at that time.

I truly thank God for how He changed me, from the purposeless person to someone with great dream, from someone that very rude in my word to someone that very polite, from someone full with hatred to someone that know how to love, from someone that feeling insignificant all the time to someone that know how precious am I in Him..He changed me slowly by slowly. My family started to see the changes in me. After a year plus I came to know Him, I remember few days before Christmas, I told God that I want to see my family came to accept Him. On that Christmas morning itself, my mum ask me, " dear, can i follow you to church?" My immediate response was " sure, sure!!" My heart rejoice at that moment. True enough, my mum was very touched by the sharing and the song 'We are the reason', she made the decision to accept Jesus in her life. Hallelujah, God answered my prayer!!:-)

My dad, a very strong and hard man. I hardly communicate with him. Everything He decide on his own without asking my opinion. i tried to share with him but he always tell me "I believe in what you say but i think it's not the time yet." Although i did n't see the result immediately, i always believe," once saved, the whole household will be saved!' God always works wonderfully in his timing, last year before Christmas, my dad came to know Christ. Wow, God.............!!!

This year is a year of miracles!!that's a encouraging prophecy from a very dearest sister of mine. I really hold on to that word and keep praying for my family..God is always faithful and never fails in His promise. One day, i called my family back in Kuching and my mum shared with me that four aunties of mine, whom are all my father's sisters came to accept Jesus!!i cant believe at that time coz all that four aunties are the same aunties that persecute Jesus 5 years ago. All of them came to know Him because they really experience the peace from God. People, this is the year of breakthrough and miracles!!

I'm truly amazed..deeply amazed by how God moves in my family..without Him, i cant be somebody now i believe..it's truly by his love, grace and mercy..onceagain, i'm amazed..

wow, Hindustan movie

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ihXzIuO



Mohabbatein, one of my favorite movie, i remember i watch it 7 times, i cry 7 times, coz it is very touched..the love story..the couples face lots of challenges, yet they hold on to each other til the end..Shahrukh Khan, one of my favorite actor though he is quiet old now yet attractive.:-) all the songs very nice..Hindustan song..Humko Humise Chura Lo....lalalaala.......watch the movie ppl.......

my family

At this moment, i thought of my family in Kuching, i deeply missing them now..i miss my papa, my mummy, ah ming, ah mei, steve, abby, ah ann, ah nick, ah ying, all of them..i miss my mum cook, i miss the moment i playing with ah nick& ah ying..i miss the moment i chatting with my dad..moment of ah ming,ah mei, steve sharing and pouring their heart to me..moment of abby & ah ann sing song to me..all my siblings can sing very well, me also not bad la in singing, haha..

But i know there is time for everything, time to stay in selangor and time to back to hometown..Soon and very soon, i will flight back to Kuching..Kuching, wait for me!!!!

Obedience

A way of life

Heroes do
what God asks them to.
They act in accordance
with what he demands.
It stands to reason.
For heroes, obedience
has no off-season.
It's a way of life.
Heroes stand out
by always being about
their Father's business.
As a prophet once said
to a conniving old king
" What sings most beautifully
is not bleating lambs
about to be sacrificed,
but a life that is quick to obey."

Healing, God....

God,
as you know, i need to read 2 cases to complete my assignment..yet, the pain come again..oh God, i need your healing & strength..heal me oh God..i really need to complete my assignment..thank you God..i believe you're my healer..:-)

my shepherd, my sheep..:-)

hey people, i proudly present to u my shepherd, MISS LEE LIH QING and my sheep, MISS ESTHER TING JIN SIA..do u know what is shepherd and what is sheep? shepherd is the one that lead us and sheep is the one we lead them, make sense?:-)well, the one in left picture is my sheep and the one in right picture is my shepherd..

well, i know ah sia when i was in 1st year, i know her presence but don't really talk with each other, just smile every time we terserempak..hehe..but we start to get close with each other when i was in 2nd yr..i believe God put her in my life to teach me a lot of thing..to know Him deeper, to improve myself from time to time, to become a shepherd that carry the character of Jesus Christ..fiy, she can dance very well oh, very 'geng' one, don't play play, haha..we are not only shepherd and sheep but we also peers, hehe..and both of us from sawarak..orang sarawak, hehe..thank you for your teachable and serving spirit oh..be bold and courageous oh & dream big for Jesus!!

i know ah qing since i was in 1st yr..walao eh, this girl ah, when 1st time met her, she really friendly like she know u for years already..ORANG PERLIS memang friendly ni..haha..thanks for your joyful and friendly spirit Qing! if my sheep can dance, my shepherd can sing oh..she can sing very well..i always be her guitarist and she be my pw leader..thanks for your love for Jesus and His people..i remember she was in her 3rd yr when i know her and she can manage her time well in her studies and ministry coz she do it all out of her compassion for God's people..there is an area that she need to improve, that is need to has good memory and not forgetful sometimes..:-) she always encourage me, 'sheep, let's always sing of His praises becoz He is our God!' thanks so much...

people, i believe that every people exist in our life is very precious and significant to God..we might have some quarrel or disagreement but we need to talk it out and open to each other..CHERISH&APPRECIATE them...:-)

I called u to be a sponge..

hey, people..i'm back, recently quiet busy, so it seem like i very far from all of you..:-) hehe.. we just have our student revival night on Monday night, it is so great!!
personally, i very encouraged by what brother Peter has shared with us that night, message entitled ' The Dream Releaser' from Genesis 37:1-11. Here are some of the point..

a)God desires to bring us higher & further than where we are now.
b)Dreams are made possible by God
c) God empowers us through the power of the Holy Spirit
d)Dreams fulfills our destiny in God
e) Journey with God towards His dreams for your life..

so, my friends, do you have dream that you want to fulfill in your life? without dream, people perish..i always dream that i want to become a great guitarist that can play during a big concert for JESUS 1 day!! and i believe God is preparing me for that stage now..hehe..

and do u know what God speak to me that night? He told me, ' I have called u to be a sponge..' a sponge that can be used by God to clean the dirty dishes, to cleanse the life of others..wow!! i just can wow at that time..but from this moment onwards, i want to really take some steps to continue bless the life of others, become a shepherd of many sheep.. Bee Ling, be ready!! and i know that He will be the greatest SHEPHERD of all to guide me!! Hallelujah!

He loves me..

wow...back from the unit camp, still can feel the pain on my muscles..regardless of my muscles pain, God reassured me once again, 'Bee Ling, I love you and I will always with you..' on 1st day of the trip, we have to go through a big thrill challenge in sky trex.. and I have height phobia..at the moment want to go through flying fox, my tears almost drop coz i very scared..just at the right timing, the voice came to me, 'I am with You, don't be afraid' Yup, He is with me..so, i just shout 'God!!!!!' every time i went through the flying fox..after finish the challenges, i can't believe that i made it!!thank you God..
through this experience, i am convinced that 'call on the name of the Lord and you will be saved!!' He is always there, depends on us want to run to Him or not???:-)